This is my latest zine. It is a tiny handbound book with a tiny red ribbon bookmark, filled with couplets written in iambic pentameter. They are meant to be little magick spells, conjuring up lust, nostalgia, love, aching, and longing. The inspiration for these came from Dennis Cooper, the Poetic Edda, a goth bf, the song “In Your Eyes” by Peter Gabriel equating romantic and divine love, and rereading my old diaries.
If you want one, email me or shoot me a message!

To concentrate the sentiment quite well
A supersaturated magick spell

My dagger raised against your sabre’s might
We clash and toil, for man is man’s delight

The final time slipped by without a sign
Though parted we are bound by knotted twine

I saw an angel leaned against a wall
Curls wreathed in smoke and fumes of ethanol

Dream slipping as I grasp for you somewhere
Although my grip is strong, nothing is there

Cold moon reflecting on the polished stone
Beg for my boot, a falter in your tone

Your words inflict delirium so warm
Awake in every nerve a burning storm

Beholding in your eyes a shining door
I pass that way towards a silver shore

Your eyes in purple and your eyes in blue
The jacaranda blossoms in the dew

Two jagged cuts pared down the boundary
Our hearts now close as they can ever be

A towering, resplendent goth boyfriend
Glum angel, I am yours until the end

With savage sweetness I love you to death
Entangled as we share the same last breath

O blessed boy, possess me as your own
Carve secret runes into my collarbone

The rapturous tide of blood made me confess
Your teeth extracting vows of faithfulness
